A little more explanation about my condition

Apparently I couldn't explain myself last time, until i got the words of my friends and after also doign abit of research....

MY condition was the cognitive distortion and in terms of what I rememebr and reaseach... It is a mental condition that makes me... Exaggerate the suff the actions and even the very facts of whatever happens around me...

And nt only that but aslo it doesn't allow me to be aware of what I do basically everything I do at times when I exaggerated the situations... I wasn't at all conscious about such stufff... tha0's why i was acting overbearing and awful... and soemtimes I wasn't even aware of myself because of that...

Even now soemtime sI am not aware of it... because it seems I cannot be cured from it no matter which medicine or what theraphy I take,,, Is soemthing I will have to live it... ;_; And I wish it wasn't that way...

I don't eman this is a jsutification for my past conducts... but I just hope this kind eases my past conducts with everyone and at least forgive me...

And why didn't I explained this before? I didn't even knew how to call it or most liekly rmeemebr how it was called when I went on one last psychologist appoinment... ;_;